Not an angel and not the devil. Just a girl.

A quote from Marilyn Monroe.
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Queen of Ice

Ah… Long time no post in this blog

Well eventhough it’s late…..


Now is the time for holiday !!! ^^

While spending time with family and friends, also waiting my scores in this semester, hope for the best T^T

So, the post is about Queen of Ice..

I’m talking about Kim Yuna, the figureskater of Korea….

Oh i don’t know how i should describe her, she’s too magnificent. She’s beautiful, a great-skater, her body and her height are ideal… Moreover she is a champion !

Nah this pic, if you want to ask me where i get this… I get this on google lol

In this picture, Kim Yuna did a movement called spiral, in her program named James Bond Medley on 2010.

Nah the other picture is her program on 2011, called Kiss of Vampire. She did a spin with her feet in front of her face :O

*Note: i get this pic on google too XD

Ah really, i don’t know what to say no more (a lyric on that xx song). I’m too speechless when seeing a performance of her skate, she’s magnificent. Aaaand you will know what i mean if you start to watch her skate.

Ah well, at first i don’t really like skating… But seeing her did very very great performance…. I really want to learn how to skate !Β 

Kim Yuna eonnie, wish to see you skate lively~ Queen of ice, hope you have a great year ! ^^

“….If it’s not your fate…..”


Hello again ! Hello everyone, annyeong haseyo yeorobun, konnichiwa minna, halo semuanya ! πŸ˜€

Ever know about how God choose our path?

We as a human always plan everything, from A to Z, from the smallest into the biggest. We plan everything from the outer till the core. But… Well the explanation will be given at the last word at this post lol

This is just my story of my fate.

Last year is a very heavy moment for me. I have to face an exam to enter the favorite university, which means that university has a very high quality.

I really don’t know how should i choose. I really love English eventhough i’m not living in England.

But first test i failed when i choose it as my first choice, while my second and my third choice are chemistry and pharmacy.

Even sad because of failure… “Oh? Perhaps i’ll have to try once again. I think God has a better plan


One day, i don’t know what God has done with my mind. God told me unconciously that i should choose pharmacy. Even i have my own reason too to choose that, and that is because i LOVE chemistry, and i really want to know everything about medicine, and hoping that someday i can make my own medicine.

ImageAnd the second test… I could enter my favorite university with my first choice, pharmacy πŸ™‚

Thanks for everything you give my univ, Gadjah Mada University, Indonesia πŸ˜€

Proud to be a part of you, but i’ll never forget my words that i should make you’re proud to have me πŸ™‚

ImageEventhough still…….. It’s really hard to know about every medicine in this world.

I’ve ever think “How can i remember those more-than-a-million medicine?”

But now my thought has changed…… “I can remember most lyrics of songs that i sing, so why i can’t remember those medicine?”



“In the end.. How perfect your plan.. You can never achieve it.. If it’s not your fate.”


Bismillah, hope later can achieve my dream as a good pharmacist who saves people’s life not only with the knowledge of medicine, but also with our strength and our smile πŸ™‚


And for others who reads this, hope you can achieve your dream too, ganbatte, cheer up ! You can do it ! Because God is always with us ! πŸ˜€

P.S. : Btw it’s me who made that pharmacy logo XD

F For Faithful

You know? Maybe these words aren’t come from our world but a different world called manga (?)

But, what i learn from these words is… Oh my SHINICHI IS REALLY UNFAITHFUL ! ~

So, here they are, the words ::

Conan, talking about Ran : She would want to see me. If I had said what I feel about her, she would miss me even more. All this time I’ve been breaking her heart by making her wait, yet I still can’t appear before her eyes. I never want to see her cry anymore… Even if it mean I would no longer exist in her heart.
Quoted from ::

Sorry if i do some grammatical error on my words, so…

Sorry, i can’t be perfect….. ^^

lyrics mean something

well, this week is hard for me, especially five days ago..

i have had my final examination, i wish all the best for the result for me and everyone !

Right back to title, everytime i hear song..

Oldie or new..

I always try to remember the lyrics..

I mean i always try to remember the melodies, how the singer sing and so on..

We all know lyrics mean something on every song, yeah maybe there’s an exception for instrumental song LOL

For me, lyrics mean something, because it gives me inspiration or even motivation..

Well take a look at these great lyrics….

1. When i get older, i will be stronger… (Wavin’ Flag song)

2. You may say i’m a dreamer, but i’m not the only one (Imagine song)

3. You need to get your cranium checked, you thinking like an alien it just ain’t realistic ! (Airplanes part II song)

4. Dear God, the only thing i asked of you is to hold him when i’m not around, when i’m much too far away.. (Dear God song)

5. But without you all i’m going to be is incomplete….. (Incomplete song)

6. Now i’ve found, who i am, there’s no way to hold it in, no more hiding who i wanna be… ( This Is Me song)

That’s all for this post πŸ˜€

Just a few words..

Back into that day..

I read a few words which makes me thinking..

Yeah those words are amazing, just like the word’s makers..

“So be careful what you wish for, cause you just might get it, and if you get it then you just might not know, what to do with it”

Yeah, that’s just a few words, from Eminem πŸ™‚

one more time, one more chance

I really love the lyrics of this song..

This song belongs to Makoto Shinkai’s anime : “5 centimeters per second”

Just a short review, the anime is telling you about the distance between the lovers.. For you who loves romance so much must watch this… And i give 5 stars for this anime because its story and its great graphic ! πŸ™‚

So check it out, the lyrics really touch me :’)


One more time, one more chance

How much more will I have to lose, before my heart is forgiven?
How many more pain will I have to suffer, to meet you once again?
One more time, oh seasons, don’t disappear
One more time, the time when we were messing around
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between crying and weakness

If someone hurts you or something made you hurt…

Just cry..

Even when you’re crying, it doesn’t mean that you’re weak



Images from tumblr πŸ˜€

Creative Twitter Background

Have twitter? You have to see this.. This post is taking you to see people’s creative twitter background.. Then you will see how amazing their background XD

Here we go…




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My Wish that I haven’t fulfilled yet. . .

Everyone has their own wishes.

Then what is wish?

It’s something that you hope become true..

And i have one simple wish that i haven’t fulfilled yet till now..

That is…

Simple, isn’t it?

One day, mom, dad, i promise, to do my best to make you proud πŸ™‚

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